Thursday, April 22, 2010

138 - The End.

On April 30th, this blog will be officially deleted and nothing on it will be accessible from then on. Occasionally, I may take posts from this blog and repost them on my new blog, as the memories and the experiences I've recounted here are forever part of me and may be of significant blogging value in the future.

I'd like to thank all the people that have stopped by in the last year or so to ponder the meanings and trivialities of life together with me. It was a good idea for me when I was just a bit younger than I am now, but unfortunately, I've outgrown this one and am moving on. Please remove yourself as a follower from this blog, please unsubscribe from this blog's RSS feed, please take it off your bookmarks or your blogroll or whatever mechanism you perused to follow my writings - it is the end and there is no point in holding this blog too tightly.

And please follow my new blog, 'The Psyche of Mikey'. That's important.

Au revoir, mes amis!

Friday, April 2, 2010

137 - At a loss for words


Hi. How are all of you doing?

Just to update you on the new blog that's coming, I haven't done anything yet in the process of creating it. I haven't been that busy, but my mindset isn't and can't be quite focused on that yet. But I think the time off does help with reflection, enables me to take a step back, and see what's going wrong and see what I can do to improve it. So, in the meantime, I'm still considering the exact layout, the style, the feel, the direction, and the content of it, but don't worry, it'll happen eventually.

To be honest with you, I'm at a loss for words right now. Thoughts are coming at me from all directions from the past and the future and the present and I don't really know what to make of them. I wish I could make them cohesive, I wish I could make them a story to tell you. So I'm just going to leave it at that, because the way I'm phased right now is the very reason I don't want to write here. I feel like I've lost my direction, and I feel like I can't gather my thoughts properly anymore.

Maybe you can help improve my currently sombre mood at the moment. Themes that have been cropping up a lot lately are patience and understanding. What if you know that it's impossible for someone to understand you? How are you meant to say 'don't bother' to them politely? What if their misunderstanding causes awkwardness, tension and unhappiness for you? What are supposed to do when someone just doesn't get it?