Wednesday, March 18, 2009

65 - I want to drink again.

There are a couple of parties coming up where they will serve alcohol. I'm tempted, I must say. What do you think? Is it okay for me to change my mind? What should I do? I feel like changing my mind.

7 comments:

Pistolmom said...

You sound like a very frustrated man. When I quit drinking, I did it because I almost died. I was at some friends house drinking one night and they decided to get a gun out and show it to everyone. Because everyone was drunk, the gun accidently fired. All I remember is hearing a loud BANG..and my ears ringing...and then me falling down. Luckily no one was injured or killed. I had been leading a rather wild life; it was then that I decided I would quit drinking. I'm a mom too...so it had a big impact on me. How could I ever forgive myself if I died because I was drinking and being stupid...and leave my kids with no mom? GOOD Luck! :)

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Randa said...

Oh, Michael, don't give up! you just started! And of course you want to change your mind since drinking is a major habit. Give it a month. Usually a month is a enough time away from a habit to make clear decision.

Good luck with everything.

J.J. in L.A. said...

I have an alcoholic brother who finally stopped drinking. He'd been sober for almost a year when he decided that one drink would be okay.

Now he sneaks drinks because he thinks we still think he stopped...but I've caught him drunk (twice) in the last year).

Toivoa ja Elämän said...

I think it really depends on why you decided to stop. The thing is, if you've made this decision, changing your mind makes it an option next time you want to stop drinking. It makes it much harder to stop.

But if you're just not really ready to stop yet, then just be careful I guess; limit how much you have, although we all know that doesn't always work out too well.

Drinking isn't necessarily bad, if you aren't just getting blind drunk on a regular basis.

So I don't know. It's up to you, really. You can change your mind at any point during any one of those parties.

Everyday Housewife said...

It's up to you, Michael. But, (hate starting a sentence with 'but')seriously, you should not have started in the first place. I hate to sound 'preachy' here, 'Don't you think you are a wee bit too young too young to be drinking alcohol. Your life is ahead and you have very bright prospects. Please don't ruin it with alcohol!' I had a friend who had a very bright future ahead but he ruined it with drinking.

Anonymous said...

Michael,

why do you put such strict rules upon yourself?
I don't get it!

Anonymous said...

I started my "countdown" of not drinking on my blog and stuck to it but I'm not tee total as I said I would end.
I say enjoy yourself. Have a couple of drinks.